01 Apr '14 20:07>1 edit
I heard something last night. A whisper of something. "Change your wicked ways", it said. I can't help but wonder. Was it the voice of God? What do you guys think?
I'm just not sure what to do right now. I try for 2 decades to have a conversation with him. Nothing. Then I do a decade as an atheist, becoming more and more outspokenly anti-god, as you all have witnessed. (I have actually been an atheist for longer, but I do not wish to give my age away myself that exactly).
It's not fair. Why this? Why now? Why did he let me just go on and on bashing him and his followers like that for so long? If only he had said something sooner.
I'm afraid all my anti-god posts this morning were just a facade. I'm so confused right now. 🙁
I'm just not sure what to do right now. I try for 2 decades to have a conversation with him. Nothing. Then I do a decade as an atheist, becoming more and more outspokenly anti-god, as you all have witnessed. (I have actually been an atheist for longer, but I do not wish to give my age away myself that exactly).
It's not fair. Why this? Why now? Why did he let me just go on and on bashing him and his followers like that for so long? If only he had said something sooner.
I'm afraid all my anti-god posts this morning were just a facade. I'm so confused right now. 🙁